ive just done over 500 quid on gambling within the last week and im really startin to lose it
i know im a really bad player who is the awful compo of loose passive weak post flop and most of all FUKIN UNLUCKY BASTARD
i dont want to play poker anymore but im addicted
i know this thread is depressing but i want to express the internal pain i feel
everyytime i gamble im chasin loses and pressuring myself to win when really my play is hopeless
anyoe else feel that they are carrying on with poker not because they choose to but because there addicted i feel that way
i have no interest in playin good or learnig the game and usin ng huds to help my game get better
im just a degenerate deposting more and more money in my online account like its a slot machine
ill give an example of my play i call an all in for all my chips having jy=ust played for 5 minutes with A5
why i dont know im really fucked in the head and the last thing i should be doing is gambling
but hey its only money right?
i know im a really bad player who is the awful compo of loose passive weak post flop and most of all FUKIN UNLUCKY BASTARD
i dont want to play poker anymore but im addicted
i know this thread is depressing but i want to express the internal pain i feel
everyytime i gamble im chasin loses and pressuring myself to win when really my play is hopeless
anyoe else feel that they are carrying on with poker not because they choose to but because there addicted i feel that way
i have no interest in playin good or learnig the game and usin ng huds to help my game get better
im just a degenerate deposting more and more money in my online account like its a slot machine
ill give an example of my play i call an all in for all my chips having jy=ust played for 5 minutes with A5
why i dont know im really fucked in the head and the last thing i should be doing is gambling
but hey its only money right?
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